If I only had today...

Just a thought.

I was thinking about what it is like to be a Mommy. My sweet husband is working and I was just having a "Mommy Moment" while my boys play together.

Being a Mom is amazing. I never thought I could love so much in my life, but I do. I am a happy mother of 2 crazy boys! They bring an added zing to my life. I love them so much!

Yet, sometimes I let "things" get in the way of truly being a mom. I often strive to be the best I can each day, but you know.... some times you just have those days. The ones where you wish everything could be clean, orderly, tantrum-less, less chaotic..... Ha!

Well, I heard this song by Hilary Weeks and thought, "Ya! I want to be like that!"

If there were no more tomorrows

and I knew that I could not stay

I'd know how I'd spend every minute

If I only had today

I'd hold you and listen

I'd let the dishes sit in the sink

I'd tell you I love you over and over

and for once I'd just let the phone ring

and I'd remind you of Forever

and how our love would never change

If I only had today

Id wake up before the sun did

and Id watch as you quietly sleep

Id pray for time to move slowly

knowing the moment wont keep

all the gifts that heaven has given

every blessing thats come my way

wouldn't mean anything without you

So if I only had today

I'd hold you and listen

Id memorize every detail of your face

Id tell you I love you over and over

I wouldn't let excuses get in the way

Then I'd remind you of Forever

and how our love would never change

If I only had today........

Not like we all don't try to do it every day! Many of us have families, jobs, kids, crafts & hobbies and life that we are often catching up with..... BUT imagine..... if we truly took time out of our day to be moms! Not to just get through Motherhood, but to really ENJOY it! To be a Mom for our kids. To find joy in the hard moments and simply laugh instead! Taking every moment to teach, to prepare, to smile, to nurture, to bake, to sing, to love, to laugh, to kiss, to lift, to find joy, to snuggle, to play, and do more with our loved ones. I hope to. And if there are any of you out there that have mastered this, please tell me how you do it! Im all ears! Loves!

Rachel